College love stories are always exciting. Mine was a one sided love but then I really enjoyed the way it was.
I remember her like it was yesterday and the beauty that captured my heart I will never forget. Her eyes, hair colour, face expressions were all beautiful. It was a beauty that I wanted to become part, but that didn’t happen. She had everything I ever seek for in a young beautiful girl. Her style was amazing how she match every outfit she wore. I had really fallen for her. She always used to be accompanied by a group of young beautiful girls. But what set her apart from others was her attitude. One fine day I was hanging around with my friends in the college campus when I saw her. One of my friends encouraged me to ask her for friendship. Little did I know that I would be turned down. Accepting my friendship proposal was far away, she did not even speak to me. It left me embarrassed. I started doing all the weird things to catch her attention but the only thing I got in return was ignorance. Her thoughts were making me restless after every passing day. Oh I wished she’d accept my proposal, I would have done anything and everything for her. When my friends got to know that I was really serious for her they tried everything to convince her in being my friend. But the words from my friend had fallen on deaf ears. Why she hated me so much? The reason was best known to her. It would hurt me every time I saw her knowing I can’t be her friend. She had no sympathy on how I felt about her. It was really hard for me to accept her ignorance. My friends advised me to get over all these crap and move ahead but I was in no mood to listen them. As days passed by I got to know her group girls. They were good and treated me as their friend. I thought I had a chance. I got her phone number from one of her friends. I messaged her. The next day I heard that she had broke up with her friend, the one who gave me the number. She disliked me like anything. I guess her ignorance was what that had attracted me. It was hard for me to digest that she did not want me to be her friend. My friends thought that I had gone insane. Deep inside my heart I always felt that one day she’ll surely come up to me to be my friend. I had all my lines ready for that day. Days went by and I never got any chance to say my lines. It was the last day of our college, she was looking beautiful in her lovely black dress. I wanted to give one more try and so I approached her. “Can I have the pleasure of being your friend” I said these words from the bottom of my heart. She looked at me and just went by, I was standing there alone with nothing left to say. I was heart broken. Things got blurred in front of me, my eyes were filled with tears. That day was the worst day of my life.Today almost two years has passed, where she is? What is she doing? I know nothing about her but then I still sometime try finding answer to why she did not wanted to be my friend? Was I not good enough for her or it was she who did not deserve my friendship.
KUNAL.S. PRASAD
